| You go threw the years not always knowing what is around the next corner or where a road could end. You neveer know what freinds are going to come and go but i am at a point that I have started to see that you do not have to go threw life blind be cause God is there. I have known this for about three years now but is finally starting to sink in I mean I hope it would I have a baby on the way and I am about to be married. It is also sad that it has taken this long for this to sink in but it has. There are people in my life that I fear for because they will not understand the changes I am going to make. I hope they will decide to join me and not leave at the time I will need them most but if they do I understand they want to have fun but I want them to see that they can have fun and not have to hurt themselves emotionally and physicaly. My freinds I love you and you both know who you are I do not want to leave you please dont make me do that you both know the truth just follow it. I will be there for you just as you will be there for me. Lets make thesre changes together and we can acheive anything we want and if we go others will follow they always have they always will. Please PLEASE dont leave me. We have always be one unit lets remain that way for years to come. The one and only Big daddy55 |
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| Hey people hows it goin hope you all had a good christmas. Well only 3 weeks left it is really started to sink in dont get me wrong its a good feeling but its a nervous good feeling. last week we got to see the baby it was the most awsome feeling I have ever had and if yo dont want kids you should really rethink that decsion dont do it in the order I did it in but ti is really a cool experence any way have a fun break and give me shout. |
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| HOLY JEW I AM GETTING MARRIED IN 1234 5 WEEKS YEAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! I APOLOGIZES TO ALL THE JEWS FOR TAKING JEW IN NAME ABOVE SORRY A LITTLE OK ANY WAY BACK TO REALITY OPPS THERE GOS GRAVITY THATS OLD SCHOOL RIGHT THERE MY NUGSS SO. NO I AM NOT DRUNK JUST VERY SLEEPY OK. OK SO PEACE OUT I AM GOING TO BED. |
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| Well its offocal as of Jan. 14 I wont be flying solo anymore thas right theres is going to be a mrs. Zac Boger thats some scary $#%* right there. but for real me and chelsey are getting married on that day so if you need to know more info just call me. |
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| I have had a few days now to think and really feel the effects of what has happened. But one thing has not changed I miss chelsey right now more than ever. Her parents made her go up to camp for the last 4 days and i did not get to see her on monday. I know that she is the one for me and i hate myself for doing this to her. I just pray that God will let us think alike and not argue and let is go as stress fre as possible for her sake. I love her and I know that i can make this work. But I am going to need some help. |
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